What I Really Feel

"How do you feel?"
I feel-
    tired
    alone
    stressed
    hopeless
    helpless
    isolated
    trapped
    angry
    sad
    powerless
    scared/afraid
    nervous
    pressured
    betrayed.
Instead, I paste a smile on my face.
"I'm fine, thanks."
No matter who asks the question, the person doesn't really care about the answer, as long as it doesn't interfere in their own life.